♥
Have you ever felt like breaking down in front of your friends, people, strangers? 

Well, basically I fought with Thomas the other time. It was really brutal. I didn't know what to expect. That they guy I cared and I called my 'Bestfriend' is actually, becoming a stranger to me. :/ Today, I went to Orchard with my Sabrina and Adriana. around 5 plus, we went to JP to relax at Starbucks. and the most hurtful incident is, Thomas was going down the escalator and I was going up. We made eye contact and he was with a girl. I almost broke down. Literally.

Do you know the feeling when you have eye contact with someone you fought with? and you know their gonna hate you. but still, you see them and your heart races and tears welled up. I really was scared to even go home. He lives around me. And my heart beats faster every single time that I remember that incident. 

I really couldn't bear the pain. I almost cried in the bus. 

I may seem a happy girl all the time. Putting up smiles on people's faces. Couldn't care less about my own problems. I seem to care about others more than myself. I want to be happy. I want no problems in my life. Right now, it's hard for me to cry instantly. But a person have to really hurt me physically or emotionally to make me cry again. I WANT TO BE HAPPY AGAIN. please God. I beg you. 

"and a silence, voice is numb. Try to scream out my lungs but, it makes this harder

as the tear stream down my face. If we could only have this time for one more day.

If we could only turn back time."

♥


okay soo. I'm back to blogging for today. I kinda love my dance family now, since we are getting closer to each other. :) only that, next year would be some of the senior's last year. like Kevin,Raymond,Wee Suan, Joyce. ): anyway, some people just don't get the meaning of cursing and karma. I did not curse you or whatever shit. It's called karma. get that screwed in your brain. even if you go to jail or not, that's what you get really. karma's giving a slap on your face to warn you.  You just want her cause she has big boobs. lol, I hope you can suck on it as much as you want. asshole. 

no time to be angry at this kinda of people just a waste of your time actually talking to them. 

2012 is around the corner. it's a good sign, I guess. I just don't want to go to school. that's it. same shit different day. same people, same shit. things I'm excited about to see next year is my friends, Shee Kiong, seniors and at least new principals. I hate it when you're just making friends with seniors. having heart2heart talks, laughing together and then you realize they're graduating next year. ): today's plans is to meet Adriana and Alvin @ JP and then go Dhoby Ghaut. :) I want to go to the #proudthundies gathering next Tuesday. ): hmmmm, see first. ^^ oh yea, today kinda stayed up talking to Thomas on the phone. and then I fell asleep. and woke up again due to his calls at 4am. alright then, I think I should take a power nap. just in case I don't get panda eyes. :) alrighty, bye.

I hope you read this. 
FIRSTLY. fuck you.  for lying. for leaving me. look, dude, what the fuck is a relationship when you said 'yes' just cause you don't want to hurt her feelings. Okay fine, I get it. She'll be emo ,die, commit suicide or whatever shit. Fine. but at least tell me. Don't wait until I find out. you know what's wrong with you? You're not daring enough to tell the truth. be it hurting their feelings. now look who's suffering. I learned to give away something to someone who needs it more. well cause maybe I'm nice. HAHAHA. fuck you. no. It's cause I want to see how much you regret doing it. you said after you had the 'break-up' with me, you can't concentrate, can't see can't breathe. might as well don't live. DUDE. THAT'S FUCKING KARMA GIVING YOU HINTS THAT IT'S GONNA HIT YOU. Karma is a bitch. we all know that. but she's double the bitch when she knows you play with my feelings.


Now, YOUR GIRLFRIEND. last long. and what the hell? "Last long.." WHO THE FUCK SHOULD I LAST LONG WITH? OH! the guy at my profile pic? HAHAHAHAHAH. DUDE. HE'S JUST A PERFORMER. get your facts right. and car accident? wow, karma hit you hard. well, that's what you get for lying. no, I can't wait forever for nothing to EVER happen. your girlfriend won't give up cause she loves with her "heart and soul.." OH, WHAT A CUTE COUPLE. GET MARRIED! HAVE BABIES! DIE TOGETHER! WOOPTY FUCKING DOO. INVITE ME, SO I CAN SEE YOU SAY "I DO" AND CRASH YOUR AFTERPARTY. AFTER THAT, I'LL DJ AT BOTH OF YOUR FUNERALS. cause that's what you get for lying. "move on or wait.."


OH BROTHER. MOVE ON,MOVE ON, MOVE ON. IS THAT ALL YOU KNOW? AT LEAST FUCKING FORGIVE ME OR SOME SHIT? FUCKING CALL ME AND CRY ON THE PHONE AND SAY SOMETHING? IS "SORRY" SUCH A HARD WORD? IS "APOLOGIZE" DIFFICULT TO PRONOUNCE? 


oh and Thomas? "you have your boyfriend.." BOYFRIEND BOYFRIEND BOYFRIEND! FUCK YOU, HE'S MY BESTFRIEND. who the hell wants to be with me?! I CALLED HIM THE OTHER NIGHT, WISHING HE'D CALL ME SO THAT I CAN CRY THIS OUT AND TELL HIM ABOUT WHAT HAPPEN BETWEEN ME AND YOU. HOW YOU FUCKING LIED THROUGH EVERY SINGLE SHIT WE HAD TOGETHER. WHO ELSE WOULD BE THERE IF IT WASN'T YOU? WHO? YOU LOOK SO INNOCENT. BUT DEEP DOWN YOU'RE JUST ONE MOTHERFUCKING LIAR.


" my world is with darkness.." OH WHATEVER. DARKNESS. BRIGHTNESS. YOU DON'T HAVE MOOD LIGHTS IN YOUR LIFE Y'KNOW. I DON'T CARE HOW YOU SLIT YOUR HAND. CUT YOURSELF. TOOK DRUGS OR WHATEVER. CAUSE I THINK YOU DESERVE ALL THE FUCKING PAIN YOU NEED.  

I hope you and your girlfriend last long long long!

I hope you make chinese mix malay babies! 

I hope you get married! grow old together!

then die.

SCREW YOU BOTH. 

HAVE FUN.

 Fuck everything. Fuck you. Fuck her. Fuck everyone. I don't like it when somebody just uses me. I hope you die in toxic waste. Asshole.
I wish Thomas was here. :( He went to work. :/ I just want someone who can listen to me cry and comfort me. Everything is so wrong. I feel so useless at this point. Thomas is the only guy who can listen to me and comfort me and tell me everything will be 'fine'. And I trust him :/ Some people needs to think about other people. And maybe try to LEARN not to play with a girl's feelings. You made me lose faith and trust in you. And you're the first guy. Last long with her though. Get married and have really nice babies with the same attitude as yours. I would be VERY happy.. to come to your funeral. SO YEAH, get lost and screw you and your life. 

I hate myself.

♥ 




I feel like, I'm the laughing stock. I seem like I'm the happiest girl. Making people laugh, to cheer them up. But when am I being cheered up? Do you even like it when people tease you? Call you ugly, fat, skinny, slut, bitch, lesbian, gay, bisexual. I know I'm ugly, fat. I'm trying to fucking change all of these. And everyone is treating me like shit. Do you even realize, I can just stab myself now and die? I'm ugly. I'm bipolar. I'm sorry if I can't be perfect for you. I'm sorry I'm treating you like I don't give a damn anymore. Every single fucking day, I wake up every morning to look forward to all the shits people are gonna talk about me. I'm not ready to be left alone.  I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. People say " Love yourself, before loving someone else" I'm sorry. I can't do that. I just hate myself. 

I'm not okay. 

I'm sorry, I just hate myself. 

♥ this one's for you and me. :)

 ♥  hey! :) well, exams finish already, yay! Monday was the last paper. It was Science. :/ damn difficult leh. :( I hate Physics! Me and Marcus wondering whether the teacher give us the right paper or not. Cause so many Maths question. When it's obviously Science! hmph. Well, I pray I'll pass. Not really get distinction, but maybe just a 50-50? Hopefully. c:  I hope I'll pass English, Literature, History and Mother Tongue. :D heh. Then like that, I'll get promoted to either 2N1 or 2N2. I don't want go Express. :/ the people so shit only! no life. attitude sucks. thennn, after Science paper, end at 10am. 10.30am go to Jurong Safra for swimming lesson. then at 12.30pm go walk around Jurong Point. C:

At MacDonald's , met Rizal! :D so cute! I miss him alot alot! :/ we talk very long. His friend is such a cutie. c: Alfiyan. Hehehhh. after that, go library around 2pm. then around 3, we head to Jurong Point. Ishral go home, Dian go home. Then met Rizal and Alfiyan outside arcade. We walk around go Kiddy Palace, then go Central Park. so fun. :) at 5pm, they send me home. Aww c': Basically I  ♥  them. :D

Today, wake up at 6am, shower all, then go out at 7am go Jurong Safra for the last swimming lesson. Damn fun! :) we end at 9.30am. Then we eat breakfast. After that, walk around then I met Arvin at Library. :) we talk heart-to-heart ♥  c: He shared his problems, and I shared mine. Trust me, h2h talk is the best. And it actually improves the bonding of two people. :) Tomorrow no school! PARTY HARD! C: awww yeaaaa. Anyway, today is my boyfriend's♥  birthday! :D 

Joshua Ryan Hutcherson, 

Happy 19th Birthday!  ♥  i  ♥ you! :D muahhh! c:

 ♥ heh. yes, it's Josh Hutcherson's birthday :) GO LIBRA! 12/10/92-12/10/11 AW YEA. Hehe. Well, that's it la. :D Hope everybody is happy. :) Friday getting result already :/ nervous shit. hmmm, okay. I LOVE YOU! :D byebye, oh and Good luck for O's seniors!  ♥ 

God Bless.

assholes.

Hi. :) Long time no post. 
Busy with exams. anywaaaaay, lucky Math paper finish already. so, yay. ^^ It was okay-difficult. Can do la, but zao. During break before paper 2, cb Irsyad. Go smack my butt in front of Byron and his friend. What the hell. Like embarrassing only! I run go catch Irsyad. :b HAH. after school, see Kevin  cause I walking home with  Byron then Kevin go shout, " Dating ah?! Byron, don't touch my girl you asshole!" HAHAH. epiccc. :b Next paper will be History and Science. 
SIAN. History, all about Golden Age, Emperor Qin, Tang Dynasty, Indus Valley, Inference. Science do Physics. SI Unit, 50N, Moment, Volume, Energy, Newton blablabla.
after that, I'M FREEEEEE! :D yay yay! anyway, 


Wanted to thank everyone for wishing me happy birthday :) All the presents was awesome. I love you guys, soooo much! kbye! <3

Hello. :) Finally updating requested from bibi. :b

Exams are coming. T.T not prepared leh. Maths got new teacher since Mr Mark go reservist. :( HOW TO LEARN? the teacher teach also I don't understand. -___- hais. die liao, die. Today very slow day. I came to school with Yuan Kiat. :) then go to class meet Ishral and then she brought along her beats earpiece. Damn shiok when I hear. Jealous ~_~ then first lesson Science. boringgggg. then CME, I GO DENTIST D: 


omg. Me, Marcus and Timothy we go together cause our name kena called. So, scary sia. :( I see Marcus do first already scared. Then the dentist scrapped my teeth. PAIN NIA. D: I cry sio. Alot of blood some more. D: nightmare sia. I dowant go anymore. ): no moreeee!  I walk back to class like damn sad like that. Ofc sad la, pain then some more I cry. wthhhh. ~


I came back then my eyes,nose red. Then everyone was like, " REEN. YOU OKAY ANOT? PAIN AH?" while Ms Czarina is scolding the class. haha, I just nod my head. then Firdaus all come say, " WHAT THE DENTIST DO TO YOU? PUNCH YOU UH? If he did, how dare he touch my girl!" HAHAH. then I laugh laugh. then okay already . :) Oh yaa, not to impress you or anything arh, I got 29/30 for my english. I the first one okaaay! HAHAH, shoo happy. :) okay la, here enough already :) 


kthxbai! :)

:'/

Hi.
These few days not so, good. I hide my tears from people. To them I'm a 'happy' girl. Once I show them my tears, they'll prove me wrong. :'l Things got more and more complicated. Life's getting wasted. Tears getting all dried up. Hearts being broken once again. I'm trying my best to avoid all this to actually be the happy girl so that I'll focus more on EOY and dance. :l God, please help me.


Dear Love, 
 I'm sorry that things have to end up this way. I can't bear to see someone I love out being with somebody else. I'm in the wrong cause of my jealousy and misunderstanding. I thought you forgot about me and have already moved on. I'm sorry. I'm sorry that you had to hurt yourself cause of me. I'm a bitch. I can't treat you right. I'm still a child growing up. I take things too seriously, when all you needed was just a little fun. I guess my life is not all about 'fun' Just to let you know. I love you and no one can say I don't unless I say so. I'm blessed to be with you. <3 

I love you, Bi. :'/ <3

WELL FUCK YOU. I NEVER SAID I HATE YOU.

You were cheating, and don't think I don't know. I tried my fucking best to avoid it.

But it got worse.

I'M SURE YOU'LL GET ALONG WELL WITH YOUR 'MEI MEI'

seriously, you piss me off. 

and to think that I could trust you, and all those I love yous was for? 

IT WAS FOR YOUR FUCKING SAKE. 

I LOVED YOU, BUT YOU LIED. 

I've never should have trusted you.

I love you.

Let's dance :)
Hi people. Came back from an awesome week with beautiful people. :') Bibi is off to HongKong
:( and coming back tomorrow night. Well, I can't wait :) I miss Caleb, even though I hung out with him last Tuesday but, I miss him :( #bestfriendinneed. The performances was great though. The Juying guys are so sweet. :b and cute. heh. and we hugged. :x I can't help it they're so cute! and so gentlemen-like. hehe, don't jealous. I can't wait to meet them again! :) Anyway, school and exams are coming. fuck la, I never even study. :/ procrastination mode on. wohoo -__- go school, same shit everyday. Like wasting my time,only.  well, okay la. Updated only abit. soooo, byebye. and take care,love. Hope you're safe in HongKong. Looking forward to tomorrow, bby. :) love you.

Hi, people. Selamat Hari Raya to me and all the Muslims and Happy Holidays to the others. :)

So long already I never update. Sorrysorry. Currently what is happening this month is, my performance on the 8th Sept, HipHop workshop and exams. I don't like exams. Who does? Anyway, yesterday was quite fun. At 4am I was awaken by Dodi. And I couldn't sleep til then -.- . So what we did was, at 5am we went to the MacDonald Central Park to have our breakfast. Then we walk around and we went back home. After that we laughed like nobody's business. Mum was at my aunt's house. So there was no one around. At 7am, we went down to JP and walk around. It was in the morning, and of course all the shops are still closed -_- So we went home and by then my brother came back. around 4 plus, we went to Auntie Lin's house. I now call Dodi, Pigu. :)


Today, not sure what's gonna happen. I haven't measure my costume yet. :( shitzzz. How? Hope Ms Kay reply back my message. :/ anyway, I guess that's it. :) btw, Dodi is my boyfriend. chey, my step cousin,ok? :)

" deep in the meadow, hidden far away. 

a cloak of leaves, a moonbeam ray. 

forget your woes, and let your troubles lay

and when it's morning they'll wash away."

Pigu , be honored . ♥ 

I lurp you . ♥

I promised God, that I'll never let you go. But I failed. I'm sorry.

Dear You,
I'm sorry for what I did. Look at us now, we're separated. I made a promise to God that I'll never let you go. But I broke it, and I'm in so much guilt. The reason why I had to, is that we keep on fighting for no reason. We get hurt cause we misunderstood. It's unhealthy to the relationship. I really really didn't want to let you go, but I have to. I don't want to keep you under my property, and become so over protective. I want you to explore and meet new people. For your info, I'm crying while typing this. Besides the point, I want you to know that, whatever happens, I'm always here. If you need me, I'm here. It hurts to see that I can no longer call you 'Baby'. It'll be really awkward since we're gonna be friends now. I'm standing strong, and keeping my head held high. You'll always be my baby.  I really really really love you. And though it's gonna hurt seeing you move on with someone else, but I'm sure that 'someone' is special to you. Treasure her please. You were the best I ever had, and if I ever get a chance to get back to you, you know I would, and I will change for the better.

Rick, I love you. :'(

I'm sorry. The reason why I can't leave you is that, I can't bear to see you walk away and I love you too much to leave you.

cry,cry,cry.

I love you, but you just don't see it. :/

every time, I look at your profile, I die a little inside, to see someone else liking your posts. I go back to me, and look at myself. Ugly. I can't be like the ones you wanted. I'm sorry for not being what you expected. I'm sorry I'm not perfect. I'm sorry for existing. I think there's a lot more other girls who can impress you. I'm sorry for making you cry. I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for misunderstanding. and I'm sorry you had to say I love you to me. Every time I see my guy friends, it hurts me more, cause you're not one them here. My friends keep asking around why I'm crying. I can't say much, cause you're the reason. I go home alone, and think, why do I even have to go home? It's like there's someone that is gonna comfort me? No. Including you. You don't do that.  I control my emotions whenever I talk on the phone with you and grabbing a knife to slit my wrist. I may sound really silly doing that, but I'm human and I'm weak.  I go around hurting people, and you go around meeting people. I'm weak, imperfect, ugly, hated and broken. If I asked you would you leave me, would you? Would you walk off, and find somebody else? I hope you don't, cause I still Love you.

Guilty pleasures.

"How does it feel like being ignored?"

" It feels bad. Really bad."

Hi, I just came back from shopping @ Bugis with Daddy and sis. (:

Well, nothing to elaborate about. But I'll tell you about what happend ytd.

Went to Park Mall to break fast at Fish & Co. then go to Paragon @ Orchard, then go home.

Only that la, nothing else. Nothing really 'surprising' this weekend. -_- bored. Ah, I don't want to see that Orry Zhang's bitchy face. GTFO la Ms Zhang. Go fuck yourself. I HATE LITERATURE. why the fuck do we have to learn poems when we have this thing called a book and English lesson. stupid. I HATE MONDAYS. ugh. -__- 

My BOYFRIEND! :D

What if?

Hello (:
I AM SOOO TIRED. -___- dance was really epic. srzly. Okay so, start where?
Thursday? Ok can. ^^
Thursday, 18th August 2011. -Shee Kiong's 14th Birthday+Daddy's Birthday!- 
Soo, I came to school alone as usual, then go class and slaaaaaaccck. Go to cyber cafe, see Shee Kiong and I say, "Oi! Cute boy! Happy Birthday la, gundu." awesome rigghhtt. I iknow. the he was like, " Thanks la cute girl! Go and assemble at the parade square la, gundu!" Then I walk away laughing. HAH. so cute. :B I simple LOVE Thursdays. :D just another 24 more hrs to FRIDAY! :D GEHEHHE. anywaaay, Thursday I skip History remedial.
LAZY LAAA. :B so I take 179 with Ishral, Dian and Nabilah. Go home around 4pm. Get ready then go out and tak 240 to bus interchange then 180 to Teck Whye. Then take taxi to 
Marina Bay. celebrate Daddy's birthday ^^ then lllalala, homeee.

FRIDAY! TGIF. TGIF! :D

Friday, 19th August 2011. - Izwan's Birthday!-'

HAHAHA. Soo, today was Izwan's birthday. Since I didn't get the chance to tell him in the morning, I told him during his English class. When 2T1 slaaaaack all the way. tsktsktsk.

In the morning go Safra for swimming lesson. Walk back to school for Geography. Then music, then MT after that I walk pass the Sec2 classes and met Izwan and said, "Oi, paikia, Happy Birthday. Go listen to Lulu Jiang la you!" Then he was like, "You shut up. This Jiang jiang jiang, really need to shut up la. LIKE YOU LA AHLIAN! " hhahahhahhahaha. aiseeeh. after that Class Time. Then go kidz amaze! :D WAHSIAO. shiok ahhh. heheheh. then at 3 got dance. then had Master Parade. but Shee Kiong was not there. >: he got some shooting rifle at lvl 2. AIYO. hahaha, okay la that's it. muah muah. love you 

all ^^

I'm sooooooooooooooo bored. 

I'm so lazy. YAH. -__-

SOooooo, I'm at home with my brother. loled, both lazy people :B I WANT TO GO SHOPPING PLEASSSSE. ): IF YOU EVER LOVED SOMEBODY PUT YOUR HANDS UP! *puts hands up*

GUESS WHAT?!

I DIDN'T GO TO SCHOOL! 

YAY ME! 

probably gonna ask me why?

Are you sick?

Are you having a flu?

Are you okay?

Someone went to the hospital?

Someone died?

What is it?

answer is....

I'm just super fucking lazy today.

I'm so addicted to you.-

"Do you still think of me, like I think of you? Do you dream of me, like I dream about you?"

Hi. Today, 13th August. 2 month anniversary to me♥ 

Anway, today I met Dylan at 3pm at Lakeside. We walk walk around until 6.30pm, then my brother called and said to meet him at Bugis. LOL, lucky I was there. :) Say bye-bye to Dylan then went to Zac's cafe to break fast. at 8pm+ go to Helix Bridge at Marina Bay Sands. take some pictures. ^^ 

Nice? :D Heheeeehhe.

Then went to the Board Walk. To sit down. :D and take pictures. :D we went to to Marina Bay Sands Hotel to book a room next week for my daddy's birthday. (: around 10pm we took bus 502 back home. Went to SPC to buy drinks because we were really really reaalllyyyyy thirsty :b 

Change shirt then go out AGAIN. this time was with my brother, Dylan and Jeff. Just slack and do some stupid things. :B go home at 3am. So yepp.

My brother. ^^ 

Okaaaaaay, that's it for today. :D BYEBYE (:

Introducing me. (:

I'm trying my best to stand strong and move on but,

You just won't let me. ):

Hiya (: Today, was DOPE. Hehehe, I went to school with Janine and talked about Shee Kiong all the way. :D Weird? I know. HAHAS. For the fact that I have a HUGE crush on him, I'll try my best to avoid any misunderstanding.  Day started with laughter and smiles♥  Then had PW, quite fun but stressful -___- jialat. Then recess, slacked at Music Terrace with my guyfriends♥  and girlfriends♥. 

After that went up to Level 3 to look for Shee Kiong.  And omg, when I walked pass 2N1 my heart was beating sooooo fast that my legs were shaking and my cheeks was so red, my body was sooo warm. That when I walked pass, the girls and they guys were like, "Reen seh, pheweet. Reen! Shee Kiong seh!Reen seh!" ah. wtf. it makes it look like we're TOGETHER which we are obviously not. -_- loled. But brighten up my day la, srzly. Mother Tongue, don't ask la. That mother fucker chibai teacher Mdm Aishah can suck dick la. Walao, come into our class like nobody's business then want to be sooo fucking sarcastic. WTF. no life? no feelings is it? srzly, I feel like slapping her. But NOOOO, "we must respect our teachers" PUI AH. RESPECT YOU MY BUTT PLEASE! -_- bo lan pha la! bo jio. Bitch No.2 la you!

haiya, make my blood boil onlyyyyy. Science more fun! :D ehehehehehe. then Maths then, walkwalk at JP with girlfriends. (: then home. :D Hopefully tomorrow will be fun, HOPEFULLY. ^^ okay , BYE (:

Just so you know, this is how Shee Kiong looks at me. CAUSE HE'S FACE IS EXACTLY THE SAME

AS THIS GUY! Josh Hutcherson. <3

how he laughs.<3 ~melts~

but lemme just tell you. My boyf. is still winning (:

Oh yeah, guys you always have to know that, you need to know how a girl is. 

1. When you ask her what's wrong and if she says, "I'm just tired." then you better get worrying. Cause she's not tired. She's devastated. 
2. "I'm fine" ask her a lot a lot, of times. Until she tells you the truth.
3. "Just leave me alone for a moment" DON'T. DON'T she doesn't want you to leave her. Be there for her and comfort her. Cause she wants you.
4. Tell her good morning, I love you, I miss You, Good Night every time.
5.  And boys, be sure to ask her, " Babe, how was your day?", "Babe, how are you?", "Babe, everything good?" EVERYDAY, WITHOUT FAIL. got it? GOOD.

NOW GO! start asking! start caring! start being the boyfriend she wants. Cause if you're like this without getting tired, she'd be the most happiest girl in the world. <3 

-Abigail.

" There is always this one time, when you feel like giving up. But, you know that there's a lot of people who loves you, and you stand up again."


Hi. Ah, I'm tired. ): Yesterday was National Day! Happy Birthday Singapore. ^^ I stay at home, clean house. ^^ so guai. When break fast, relatives came. YAAAY. (: Happygirl. :D Last night, was otp with my guyfriend. from 12.30am til 3.45am.  And there's this one part when he kept quiet for 20 minutes -_____- and I was like, " Oi. Oi. Oi. Oi. Oi. Hello? OI. twinkle twinkle little star how I.. OI! eh. eh. eh. OI. chicken. never say..nananananannanana. OIIII. chicken ah you seriously. Lucky you not my boyfriend, if not ah, I slap you already."  Hhaa, then around 4am, he texted me and said, " Alamak! Sorry, I was playing my psp, I forgot about you. sorrrrrrrrrrrry. ):" seriously -_____- forget me. so sad. )': HAHA. anyway, today will be meeting my mum at Raffle's Place then go Simei to take my tailored baju kurong. ^^

The most biggest mistake a girl can do, is falling too hard for a guy. And I'm facing that now. :/ What should I do?  I think I need to put myself together and think this through. ):

Skies are crying, I am watching. Catching teardrops in my hands.

" Would it make you feel better to watch me while I bleed. All my windows still are broken but  I'm standing on my feet."

today's, celebration was a blast. (': had so much fun. Despite what happened the day before, I definitely had fun. I went to school with Janine, then slacked in class. Did the same stuffs. So sad that my girlfriends didn't came to school. ): But it's okay, I still have my guyfriends. ^^ I was with Firdaus all the way. My bestfriend♥.  He was always there when I needed help. (: He was there when I cried, screamed and suffered. He was there when I was heartbroken. He was always there [':

Firdaus, Wei Jie♥

Went back to class to have some activites [: Took some pictures that will be uploaded to facebook, hopefully. (: Then we moved to the hall. HAHA, the teachers' acting was soooo funny! Mr Mark become pai kia. And wth, our class was in one of the slides when they said, " Look at out class, so dirty!" and they put our class. -.- haha, but true la, our class dirty because all the pai kias in the class go tear the textbook. It was reaaaallly fun especially the upper secs and the Don't forget the lyrics and the Sec 4's and 5's rapping. ^^

My perfect plan to go to Kidz Amaze at Jurong Safra was ruined. -.- no one wanted to go. anyway, the price was already $11.20 other than $5. wtf. So me and Uriel slack at JP. loled, we walk and walked and walked and walked even more. So around 1+ I said, let's just go home already. So we went out separate ways. And I slept like a pig after that. Break fast then ta-daa! I'm here. -0- ( koala bear^^) bored. (-_-) wellllll. that's it for tonight. ^^ bye-yums.

To that someone special♥, Happy Birthday. Though, we may have had our misunderstood's and ignorance, but if there's anything I won't do, it's stop loving you. You can break everything I have, you can break everything I am. But I won't do you wrong, cause your special. And I will try by very best to impress you with my flaws. I'm lucky I met you. Cause you're perfect in my eyes. (': and if there's anything I would give up for, that's my life.  And you know I love you, even though there are times, when I just give and ignore you. I still love you. And I will always. And I hope you do too.

Happy Birthday, love. ♥

7/8/11 ♥

God Bless.