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Hi.
These few days not so, good. I hide my tears from people. To them I'm a 'happy' girl. Once I show them my tears, they'll prove me wrong. :'l Things got more and more complicated. Life's getting wasted. Tears getting all dried up. Hearts being broken once again. I'm trying my best to avoid all this to actually be the happy girl so that I'll focus more on EOY and dance. :l God, please help me.


Dear Love, 
 I'm sorry that things have to end up this way. I can't bear to see someone I love out being with somebody else. I'm in the wrong cause of my jealousy and misunderstanding. I thought you forgot about me and have already moved on. I'm sorry. I'm sorry that you had to hurt yourself cause of me. I'm a bitch. I can't treat you right. I'm still a child growing up. I take things too seriously, when all you needed was just a little fun. I guess my life is not all about 'fun' Just to let you know. I love you and no one can say I don't unless I say so. I'm blessed to be with you. <3 

I love you, Bi. :'/ <3