cry,cry,cry.

I love you, but you just don't see it. :/

every time, I look at your profile, I die a little inside, to see someone else liking your posts. I go back to me, and look at myself. Ugly. I can't be like the ones you wanted. I'm sorry for not being what you expected. I'm sorry I'm not perfect. I'm sorry for existing. I think there's a lot more other girls who can impress you. I'm sorry for making you cry. I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for misunderstanding. and I'm sorry you had to say I love you to me. Every time I see my guy friends, it hurts me more, cause you're not one them here. My friends keep asking around why I'm crying. I can't say much, cause you're the reason. I go home alone, and think, why do I even have to go home? It's like there's someone that is gonna comfort me? No. Including you. You don't do that.  I control my emotions whenever I talk on the phone with you and grabbing a knife to slit my wrist. I may sound really silly doing that, but I'm human and I'm weak.  I go around hurting people, and you go around meeting people. I'm weak, imperfect, ugly, hated and broken. If I asked you would you leave me, would you? Would you walk off, and find somebody else? I hope you don't, cause I still Love you.