Tuesday, September 20, 2011


Hello. :) Finally updating requested from bibi. :b

Exams are coming. T.T not prepared leh. Maths got new teacher since Mr Mark go reservist. :( HOW TO LEARN? the teacher teach also I don't understand. -___- hais. die liao, die. Today very slow day. I came to school with Yuan Kiat. :) then go to class meet Ishral and then she brought along her beats earpiece. Damn shiok when I hear. Jealous ~_~ then first lesson Science. boringgggg. then CME, I GO DENTIST D: 


omg. Me, Marcus and Timothy we go together cause our name kena called. So, scary sia. :( I see Marcus do first already scared. Then the dentist scrapped my teeth. PAIN NIA. D: I cry sio. Alot of blood some more. D: nightmare sia. I dowant go anymore. ): no moreeee!  I walk back to class like damn sad like that. Ofc sad la, pain then some more I cry. wthhhh. ~


I came back then my eyes,nose red. Then everyone was like, " REEN. YOU OKAY ANOT? PAIN AH?" while Ms Czarina is scolding the class. haha, I just nod my head. then Firdaus all come say, " WHAT THE DENTIST DO TO YOU? PUNCH YOU UH? If he did, how dare he touch my girl!" HAHAH. then I laugh laugh. then okay already . :) Oh yaa, not to impress you or anything arh, I got 29/30 for my english. I the first one okaaay! HAHAH, shoo happy. :) okay la, here enough already :) 


kthxbai! :)

Thursday, September 15, 2011

:'/


Hi.
These few days not so, good. I hide my tears from people. To them I'm a 'happy' girl. Once I show them my tears, they'll prove me wrong. :'l Things got more and more complicated. Life's getting wasted. Tears getting all dried up. Hearts being broken once again. I'm trying my best to avoid all this to actually be the happy girl so that I'll focus more on EOY and dance. :l God, please help me.


Dear Love, 
 I'm sorry that things have to end up this way. I can't bear to see someone I love out being with somebody else. I'm in the wrong cause of my jealousy and misunderstanding. I thought you forgot about me and have already moved on. I'm sorry. I'm sorry that you had to hurt yourself cause of me. I'm a bitch. I can't treat you right. I'm still a child growing up. I take things too seriously, when all you needed was just a little fun. I guess my life is not all about 'fun' Just to let you know. I love you and no one can say I don't unless I say so. I'm blessed to be with you. <3 




I love you, Bi. :'/ <3

Sunday, September 11, 2011

WELL FUCK YOU. I NEVER SAID I HATE YOU.
You were cheating, and don't think I don't know. I tried my fucking best to avoid it.
But it got worse.
I'M SURE YOU'LL GET ALONG WELL WITH YOUR 'MEI MEI'
seriously, you piss me off. 
and to think that I could trust you, and all those I love yous was for? 
IT WAS FOR YOUR FUCKING SAKE. 
I LOVED YOU, BUT YOU LIED. 
I've never should have trusted you.

Saturday, September 10, 2011

I love you.

Let's dance :)
Hi people. Came back from an awesome week with beautiful people. :') Bibi is off to HongKong
:( and coming back tomorrow night. Well, I can't wait :) I miss Caleb, even though I hung out with him last Tuesday but, I miss him :( #bestfriendinneed. The performances was great though. The Juying guys are so sweet. :b and cute. heh. and we hugged. :x I can't help it they're so cute! and so gentlemen-like. hehe, don't jealous. I can't wait to meet them again! :) Anyway, school and exams are coming. fuck la, I never even study. :/ procrastination mode on. wohoo -__- go school, same shit everyday. Like wasting my time,only.  well, okay la. Updated only abit. soooo, byebye. and take care,love. Hope you're safe in HongKong. Looking forward to tomorrow, bby. :) love you.

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Hi, people. Selamat Hari Raya to me and all the Muslims and Happy Holidays to the others. :)

So long already I never update. Sorrysorry. Currently what is happening this month is, my performance on the 8th Sept, HipHop workshop and exams. I don't like exams. Who does? Anyway, yesterday was quite fun. At 4am I was awaken by Dodi. And I couldn't sleep til then -.- . So what we did was, at 5am we went to the MacDonald Central Park to have our breakfast. Then we walk around and we went back home. After that we laughed like nobody's business. Mum was at my aunt's house. So there was no one around. At 7am, we went down to JP and walk around. It was in the morning, and of course all the shops are still closed -_- So we went home and by then my brother came back. around 4 plus, we went to Auntie Lin's house. I now call Dodi, Pigu. :)


Today, not sure what's gonna happen. I haven't measure my costume yet. :( shitzzz. How? Hope Ms Kay reply back my message. :/ anyway, I guess that's it. :) btw, Dodi is my boyfriend. chey, my step cousin,ok? :)

" deep in the meadow, hidden far away. 
a cloak of leaves, a moonbeam ray. 
forget your woes, and let your troubles lay
and when it's morning they'll wash away."

Pigu , be honored .  
I lurp you .